Let the Wild rumpus start!

My whole squadron got recalled this morning for a pee test! A damn pee test! First off, I got about 2 hours of sleep because he snored the whole night and I got no sleep. I had to move to the couch. It took me 2 hours to finally be able to pee. Mostly because it was 6am and I didn’t want to do anything but sit there and talk.

 and it was a relief, but I was a little disappointed. He came over and stayed the night and we cuddled and it it was great, but he was a little drunk, I wasn’t. I’m hoping that he wanted to kiss me not just because he had drank some Rum. I think he did, but next kiss I want both of us to be sober. So much better that way. But… he does seem like a good kisser. :)

I think I bruised my side or something because it hurts. It hurts sometimes when I breath or stretch or lift something heavy. I went to pick up the 18 pack of beer out of my car last night and it hurt so bad so I had to have him carry it. Today, I bought another book shelf and I carried it up the stairs. Probably not a good thing. My mom told me to keep an eye on it and I’m hoping it’ll start feeling better. It didn’t start hurting until yesterday and I have no idea why. :(

Damn, I hate myself sometimes. Why can’t I get up the nerve and kiss him. He even held my hand while we cuddled last night. How cute is that?! Ahhh.. I need to just do it. I feel like he wants to too, but I’m almost 4 years older so does that intimidate him?

Does anyone have any good ideas on how to make the first move and kiss a guy? I want it to happen.

and asked me to be her maid of honor. That made me feel really good because my sister and I aren’t close. :)